Monday, August 29, 2005
Looking inside me, i just find loneliness, sadness, irony, sarcasm, I cant find more, I try it and try it, but I don’t know what im looking and probably I cant find it, I feel that something is wrong, something is out there, but I don’t know what is it, I was thinking that something would cames, but now, I don’t think that anymore, all came from us, inside us, im losing the forces for to look, to search and the worst I think im losing the wishes for to find. Sometimes I think my life is a dream, but other times im think my life is a nightmare. The people don’t help to understand what happen, my life is a caos, I cant to accommodate the pieces, the indecision full my life, this is not good, I know, there are not actions, there are not reactions, Im on stand by, but Im still looking, and looking, and I don’t find, maybe there are not anymore, im living for life, I don’t feel peace, maybe I must not look more, maybe that is all, if I don’t know what im looking, how can I find it…
